Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Honesty isn't enough for me. It becomes boring. If you can convince people what you're doing is real & it's bigger than life...that's exciting.

The way I see it, everyone needs an outlet. Something with which we can channel our anger, our frustration, our apologies, our insecurities, and our worries. But the second you do, they all disappear. It's like a river where you pour in everything that keeps you up at night, and those emotions are what keeps the river moving, but at they time, it washes it all away. I could not get through the day without acting in my life somewhere. It's like...I know it will sound like you just opened the door of a stuffed closet and piles of corniness just came tumbling down when I say this, but when I get on the stage, with people in the audience, and the lights and everything, it really is like magic. And it's the best feeling in the world. I'm such a nervous person in all other aspects, but I never ever get honestly scared-nervous before I perform. I get excited-nervous. I know this is probably a really dull post, but I've just been thinking about how much I love what I do. There's just somethinga about the stage that is so absolutely intoxicating to me. It's where I belong. And I love the color of it all. But hey, that's just the way I see it.

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