DANG

It's been a long time since I've gotten on here. You know what I'm sick of?
Negativity. A lot of things bother me but I'm getting sick of people who only complain about things. Who only post statuses about how much they disapprove of other people's decisions, habits, and choices. Please, find something to smile about or shut up. :)

Let me be melodramatic

I'm so tired of crying.
And I don't want to be tired anymore.
I don't want to cry anymore.

Looking in the back of the book for the answers

It's Christmas season and I'm not happy.
There's something wrong with me and I don't know what it is.
And I'm trying to stop it while I still see it happening, but I don't know how.
It breaks my heart to see progress and growth deteriorating. And I'm reaching and reaching to people because I need to be fixed. I need people to keep me okay.
I don't know what's wrong with me.

Kiss today goodbye and point me toward tomorrow.

We did we had to do...
And I can't regret what I did for love.

Yayayayay holiday season!

Words can't describe how little I care about this poet analysis paper for AP lit. I do however care deeply about the fact that is now officially CHRISTMAS SEASON. Three thumbs up for frost that makes the ground sparkle, twinkling lights, the smell of Christmas trees, shiny wrapping paper, Christmas music playing everywhere you go, red things with white trim, big round ornaments, peppermints and candy canes, driving by houses and yard with festive decorations, presents for people I love, Christmas cookies and gingerbread houses...yay. It's the most wonderful time of the year. (:

Not to mention it's speech season- my two favorite seasons, overlapping! I'm going to turn on Pandora's Christmas station so that I'll at least feel kind of happy while writing this gross paper. HAPPY HOLIDAYS! (:

Hahaha

Me and saying stupid things without considering the consequences go hand in hand.

I need another story

I need someone who makes me happy. I'm not saying that I'm not happy, or that I'm co-dependent or not capable of making myself happy. Not at all. But considering all of the circumstances of my life right, I could just really use one of those people- the ones who just make. you. happy. The kind of person who, no matter what else is going on around you, will always make everything okay and always make you smile? I want one of those right now. I just kind of feel like now's the time for that.