I can't sleep. Thoughtsthoughtsthoughts

I love my school.
I want fall to come.
Homecoming scares me.
I think I have a shopping problem.
I'm afraid to grow up.
It's like, before I was thinking about my future, but now I'm going to start to actually make plans for my future... not things I'm interested in or might do, but I'm going to be planning what I'll actually do. And the next step is.... doing it. And I'm scared.
I hate this characteristic I have to want to do everything all at the same time.
I need to stop using the phrase 'I want'.
To be honest I don't care about the Scarlet Letter.
Shouldn't it be easier than this?
Time flies. Day turns to day.
"And I've been looking in the back of the book for the answers, hoping the bell wouldn't chime. But I'm not ready to put down my pencil just yet. There are too many answers that I didn't get. I need a little less pressure and a little more time."
NOW cd's, lol. So many people totally want to buy a CD full of music from 2 months ago that they've been sick of all season long. FOR SURE.
I hope nobody ever really falls for those commercials with like the dumb screen that scans your hand or the picture texts of Edward Cullen and Jacob Black... and you have to pay like ten dollars a month... What the heck hahahaha.